It is nights like these that remind me of the times,
Where night greeted day, and day greeted night…
As I wrote my confession, on a piece of paper,
Finding it’s way… onto here…
I seemed to have left this page, for awhile now,
Discouraged, scared, and fragile to reveal…
My heart, my thoughts, and the bad choices I have made,
As my life took me… on a long dark long journey,
That tested my will, my strength, and my faith…
As I struggled to find my place, in this world…
Of such madness, hate, jealously, lies, and betrayal…
Having to leave, pieces of me behind,
Ones I cherished, and adored like a sacred box…
Of memories, of who I was, of Who I am…
One would possibly say,
How could you not know, what you dream of…
How could you not know, who you love, or desire…
My reply would simply be,
My heart has failed me continuously,
Overwhelmed with emotions…
Carrying me… into these dreams,
That I thought were once mine…
My heart has failed me a thousand times,
Melodying, a lullaby….
Like a familiar scent, you can not erase,
The craving, the yearning, the anticipation,
Of that dawn rising, and seeing… the eyes…
That once cured me, from my wounds…
As I travel, as I roam these endless crowds,
That seem to have not a face, but a mask…
I fail, to find thee…
I fail, to search for you,
As I feel, I have become weak…
Waiting, oh waiting…
As time ticks away, my days…
That seems endurable, without you,
So every night, I close eyes…
My only wish, is to wake,
With your eyes, staring into mine.
I’m so lost, because I’m only meant you?
I’m so lost, because no one could compare?
I’m so lost, because I refuse to continue my life
Without you…
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